I don’t know how much longer I’ll have to write like I am now. The demands of life are catching up with me fast. (Right now I’m worrying about making money and a place to live.) So I’m throwing a ton of resources into trying to say something worthwhile, something that resonates, something that might have meaning for me.
It’s rushed - it’s not perfect - I’m well aware if you push like this now, you might be received with attention something like 5 years later. Emphasis on “might.” I’m also aware that I’m making more of a keepsake of my life now than creating something with objective value.
I am sorry I’ve been giving each of you less attention than you deserve. You each have amazing tumblrs, and I’ve learned a ton from just glancing over your scrapbooks. The thing about tumblr is that even when you’re just killing time on here - well, it’s marked entirely with your personality and your mood. You guys deserve a better audience than me.